More Social Security News...

So I talked with my SSD claims representative today (David Smith 1.252.975.0170 ext. 110). He informed me that the wait for my back pay and my reinstatement of benefits could be 90 days. First it was three days, then 30 days, then 60 days, Now it is 90 DAYS! I had to put my life on hold for over 15 months now with no clear relief in sight. As a Brain Cancer Survivor, Hell..even as a normal person, I knew that everY day was a gift because tomorrow is not promised. I use to tell friends that "I had a date with a bus." But now...I just don't know if I can take this waiting....there is SO much that I want to do with my wife and daughter and I can't because the Government choose not to see the obvious. I'M FUCKING DISABLED!! I MAY HAVE ANOTHER 10 YEARS LEFT IN MY LIFE IF I'M LUCKY! I DO NOT WANT TO BE WASTING IT ON THIS STUPID BULLSHIT! What do you expect from a Government who invaded a foreign country with no military or ethical Intel? Who thought it was a good idea to invent 700 billion to give to their already obscenely rich cronies, while the common man suffers. It's war on the middle class, the Government does not want us alive.....

TOWN

So I don't know where to start. In the past. Maybe the past is best left in the past. Maybe. Maybe I should start with the present...maybe. I don't know.... I haven't seen anything funny happen lately. The people around here are shepple and nothing interesting happens. They just seem to go about their days, totally oblivious to other and what is going on in the world. It's very depressing....to think people live their whole lives this way. To not know that there is more at their fingertips, that there is life outside of their homes and that they willingly don't want to touch it. Maybe they are scared of it. Maybe. One thing is for sure, I live my life in this town as a hermit, a vampire, a recluse. I avoid these people and their archaic gods. I try to only appear at night, avoiding their stares and their mumbled comments. I desperately need to get out of this town...

There's a town out there I spent a little time,
I almost didn't make it out alive.
But since I did I thought I'd write a song,
About the things I saw while I was there.

Well I saw a lot of people, but they all looked the same,
They had the same clothes, they had the same name.
Oh, I took off runnin' right out of that town,
Hope I never have to go back again.

Chorus:
I won't tell ya just where it is,
Case I ever have to go back again.
But you're going to know it, if you ever pass through,
Provided that they let you in.

Well the moms and the dads they drove the same cars,
They had the same jobs and the didn't think alot.
And if I didn't think I'd get in trouble with the law,
Tell ya I'd have laughed out loud.

Kids got the same grades, the wore they same shoes
Struttin' in maroon velcro kangaroos,
Which I liked enough, I tried to get a pair
But they didn't have any to spare

Chorus

I could tell right away I wouldn't fit in.
Had the right color eyes and the right color skin.
But I didn't know the work or the magic word,
And I think they knew that I smoked a bit from time to time

Chorus

YMSB

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised....

Another Shot....

So everybody was SUPER fucking pissed that I decided to delete my blog. Maybe it was the fact that I thought I was telling all of the stuff that happened to me and nobody was reading it or giving a shit. Maybe I was off my meds that day. Maybe, just maybe, I thought Sarah Palin and her Alaskan gnomes were going to break into my house and eat my brains and make me pay for my rape kit. Who knows? I'm willing to give this another shot because for some strange reason people DO like to hear my ranting. I think this video says it best......



Ahhh...Dennis Leary when he still did coke......