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The more things change.....the more they become fucked up!!! I received my social security back pay around the end of October.....FINALLY. As soon as I received it, I started planning on where I was going to move my family to. Maine, Virginia, Etc. I needed to move to a more civilized town, where the people didn't stone you and give you evil looks because you didn't go to their church and you celebrate Halloween. Where first cousins didn't marry each other.....and where first cousins don't swindle you! We chose Greenville, NC, a beautiful little southern town that has everything from lots of parks to colonics. It's the home of East Carolina University. The University has an amazing medical complex and a school of medicine. I hope I can help inspire/mold these young doctors into real doctors that care and not the "treat 'em and street 'em" douchbag doctors that we have today. We decided since the economy/job market was in the crappier and still hasn't hit bottom yet, that is was a good time for my wife and I to go back to school. We're both excited about our prospect and we absolutely love this town!!! Those of you that read Fran's blog already have read about this at naseum...


So why has the depression followed me...I have a perfect family, I have money in bank, I'm in good health, I don't smoke anymore, I own the complete season of Band of Brothers.....My life is the most perfect(not a word but it is my blog and I will fucking use it) it has ever been in my life...so what's up with the crying spells for no reason while sitting in traffic? What's with the rage that I feel with reconnecting with someone on Facebook? Why some days do I just want to sit on the couch and do absolutely nothing, zilch? Why, oh why, am I blessed with the shittiest parents in the world who seem to get shittier with every passing phone call? I'm not an idiot, they split my noggin like a walnut, so I know that my hormones are wack. I can admit I've having a bad day, that these things are starting to get to best of me...I'm a "bottler" and probably will always be...that is the first step though....acceptance. Well ...we hope all these issues can start to be resolved on Wednesday by Dr Mayo.....I assume Dr. Ketchup was busy.....